Every person in his/her life has a
love(even some people have more than one :) ).
Life seems like a luxurious journey in a first class flight when our love is
with us but life becomes a burden when your love is apart. I’ve seen people
hiding their love from everyone even from the person whom they love. This is
the biggest mistake of their life I’d say, because you can’t afford to keep
this feeling inside you and expect to get what you want. Some or the other day
you’ll have to come up with the challenge to show the strength and depth of
your love.
Someone
has beautifully said, “Love is a divine feeling”, I completely agree.I mean I've no reason to disagree.I too have gone through this phase or I should say
going through this feeling. But unlike others I’m not gonna keep the secrets
inside me. I know she might get some objections after reading her but I’m
confident enough that at last I’d be the one with whom she’d be standing in
front of the world.
Let
me start from the beginning, five-six years back I first met her and no doubt I
was ecstatic. I got crazy about her and started to do everything what it took
to get her.My possessiveness and determination paid and guess what!! She was
with me. She said to me, “Gautam, you deserve me. I can feel your
possessiveness and love for me. I’m yours.” I used to laugh a lot in front of
everyone with her. I soon realized that people were so much jealous to see her
with me. Everyone was in love with her from the very first sight. She was very
charming and everyone used to dream of having her with them. But I was fool to
react in the way that I used. Instead of strengthening my bond with her I
started boasting and slowly changed from a conscious person to an overconfident
guy. I thought “there’s no one deserving her more than me”; this was the
thought that made my life to change. How fool I was to think of having my
ownership over her.
An
author rightly said, “It’s difficult to get what you want, but it’s even more
difficult to maintain your right for the same.”I was at the top of the world,
not realizing that everyone around me was conspirator. No one was happy to see
me with her. She warned me but I was still an over-confident chap with nothing
to worry attitude. And one day I fought with her badly because she was too much
worrying about others. She was very angry and upset at my behavior and of
course she should be. That day I was totally unaware of what actually the
outcome of my attitude could be.
My
life was again going to change soon. Luck of someone else’s was soon going to
separate her from me.I was scared, called her but she was busy, talked to my
friends but they told that I was no match for her anymore. I was down. I was
not even able to inhale the air. We were separate again.I realized that she’s
gone, gone far away. From that day to now, she rarely meets me. I’m very
emotional by heart. Even today, whenever she meets me I get very much
sentimental. Even though I can see her, I can see how far she’s from me, I can
feel the painful distance between me and HER, I can realize how valuable her presence
was in my life, I can realize that how important is she yet I’m not able to get
her back. I’m trying my hardest and I’m determined that I’ll get her back soon.
I know it’s tough to get her back after breaking her heart once but I WILL DO
ANYTHING to get her back.
I
take it as the biggest lesson from life that “never go over-delighted and
over-confident after getting what you want, because life is full of
examinations, treat yourself as an examinee only and don’t try to go beyond
your dimensions”. Today, Gautam is living for two reasons only:
To make my parents feel happy at every
moment of life
And for the very much important REASON:
To get her back into my life. I want
people to call her name with mine.
It takes courage to accept the challenge. And she taught me
that behind every challenge, there’s always something special for you.
Today, I can say that I’m not over-confident; I don’t work
on intuitions and predictions, I’m being pragmatic,I believe that your strength
can be your weakness if you’d lose self-control, consistency in your efforts,
determination and most importantly being realistic.My friends say, “She looks
beautiful with you and you look beautiful with her”, this strengthens my
passion for her. People around me expect more and more from me, even more than
my potential.
In the coming lines I’d be revealing her identity, but
before it I’d suggest you some things which are actually the learning by
me. Guys, never change your attitude towards your love. Your love must be
always at your priority, the top most priority. And as I always say that people
will break you, shake you, fake you, but how strongly you come up is what
actually makes you. Believe in yourself, believe in your efforts, believe in
your determination, believe in your potential, believe in the almighty and you’ll be
at the destination which always struck hard in your mind.Life is too short to
think about others and to waste your time in thinking about what others are
planning. It’s your life and only you’d be responsible and accountable for the
outcomes you face. Don’t get yourself an attitude which can raise negative
powers against you.
In front of you all, I commit that I love her madly and soon
my love would get her back for me. She’s none other than “success”. Yes!! You
read it right, I love success and this whole story was about her only. You
might be wandering and guessing names earlier but my first crush success and
I’m not gonna back down without getting her back. This or the other day, I’d be
making my parents proud of me and soon Me and My Love would face the world
together.
I hope that you might learn something from this experience
of mine.Thanks for your time. And remember that your first love should be your
GOAL, not Emma Watson or Penelope Cruz :p :D……………
